Hippiegirl
Posted on 23/09/2015. Last edited on 17/11/2024.
when happiness comes knocking
After a talk with a very special lady last night I realised it is time to be my best friend ,not my worst enemy .The inner bully has been evicted and although she is still visiting my mind she is not allowed to stay .
I have just bought this book called “Breathing Room -open your heart by de cluttering your home” and it looks so good .I have an hour on the train each way to work today so that gives me lots of reading time .
The time is right to step into a place of peace instead of the silent scream of chaos .The bully likes the chaos in my home and my head but my best friend wants a calm ,cosy welcoming home and a head that can think clearly and focus as well as being able to relax .
I would like to share here ,maybe a bit like a diary as I walk along this new path
Hippiegirl
Posted on 23/09/2015. Last edited on 09/06/2017.
open your heart and de clutter
this is long but so good
Marcus Twain
Posted on 23/09/2015.
Yes declutering is on my agenda also.
Hopefully I will do some each day.
Once you get to know Twain, you’ll never be the same.
Hippiegirl
Posted on 24/09/2015.
I have only read a bit of this book so far but am loving it .It is not the usual get three boxes and bin /donate/put away but is about looking into your heart and soul .
Hippiegirl
Posted on 24/09/2015. Last edited on 02/10/2015.
yesterday was a lovely day .I was working and had so many wonderful conversations with customers about such a variety of subjects – Autumn equinox, Eid ,crystals ,angels ,candles
also during a chat with the kindest lady I changed my thinking from how I have been seeing myself ,previously I thought I wasn’t doing very well at anything but we were talking about running a home /finances and I saw myself through different eyes
I am a full time student in 3rd year of a bachelors degree
I work part time
I am a single Mum to three wonderful grown up kids
I am managing to provide a home for us
this is the girl that often tells herself “you are thick /stupid /lazy /hopeless /rubbish with money /live in a very messy house /should do better “
The energies around this equinox are so gentle and loving but so strong .I am loving becoming my best friend
˚ choosing fun
Posted on 02/10/2015. Last edited on 09/06/2017.
awesome Flowergirl! beautiful thread(:
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2017:
When your mind is busy with fearful or negative thoughts, say directly to those thoughts, “You are not invited to my party!” Nancy Balestrini
flowergirl, I remember this thread... remember how much I loved it ... for you ...and the energy I took away from it for me.
I barely remembered the videos, so watched them today.
It gave me a boost for a current sorting project I am taking time for.
Thanks for all you share!
Hugs!
Susu
Posted on 23/10/2015.
Flower Girl, I found your de cluttering post inspiring, and it reminded me that I need to do just that! I hope you are making gains in this endeavor.
I also applaud your courage to evict the “bully in your house”. It makes me glad for you that you feel some acceptance and approval from your self!
Hippiegirl
Posted on 29/10/2023.
AGING....
You grow old, they told me, you are no longer you, you become distant, sad and lonely.
I didn't answer...
I don't get old, I get wise.
I stopped being what others like me to become, but what I like to be.
I stopped seeking the acceptance of others and accepted myself.
I have left behind the lying mirrors that deceive mercilessly.
- No, I'm not getting old.
I just become more selective with places, people, customs and ideologies.
I have let go of attachments, unnecessary pain, toxic people, sick souls and rotten hearts... bitterness and unhappiness are not for me, I release them for my health.
I'm ditching party nights for learning and embracing insomnia.
I stopped living stories and started writing them, I threw aside the imposed stereotypes.
I no longer carry eyeshadow in my bag, now I have a book that beautifies my mind.
I exchanged wine glasses for coffee cups, forgot to idealize life and started living it.
- No, I'm not getting old.
I carry freshness in my soul, innocence in my heart, and it discovers me daily.
I have in my hands the tenderness of a cocoon that, when opened, will spread its wings to other places unreachable for those who seek only the frivolity of the material.
I have that charming smile on my face when I observe the simplicity of nature.
I carry in my ears the chirping of the birds that delight me and accompany the walk.
- No, I'm not getting old.
I become selective, betting my time on the intangible, rewriting the story I've been told, rediscovering worlds, saving those old books I've forgotten half open.
I'm becoming more cautious, I've stopped the outbursts that teach me nothing, I'm learning to talk about transcendent things, I'm learning to cultivate knowledge, plant ideals and falsify my destiny.
- No, I'm not getting old.
I begin to live who I really am.~
~Bianka Luz
˚ choosing fun
Posted on 30/10/2023.
In response to nature girl's post:
Love this!🩷
Hippiegirl
Posted on 30/12/2023.
"The girl you once were ,heal for her
The woman you are now,protect her
The Queen you were created to be ,fight for her"
by Morgan Richard Olivier
I love this so much
˚ choosing fun
Posted on 31/12/2023.
In response to nature girl's post:I liove💌 that too! Thanks for posting!
Hippiegirl
Posted on 18/01/2024.
shared from facebook
˚ choosing fun
Posted on 20/01/2024. Last edited on 19/02/2025.
Hippiegirl
Posted on 18/02/2025.
I started calling that girl back. The girl who loved living, the girl who danced instead of walking.
The girl who had sunflowers for eyes and fireworks in her soul.
I started playing music again, hoping she would come out.
I started looking for beautiful moments to experience, so she would feel safe enough to show herself, because I knew she was in there.
And she needed my kindness and my effort to come to the surface again.
˚ choosing fun
Posted on 19/02/2025.
In response to Hippiegirl's post:
In response to Hippiegirl's post:these are wonderful!
Hippiegirl
Posted on 22/02/2025.
Hippiegirl
Posted 1 week, 4 days ago.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Yk_kfLbvUM
'Twas a longing came into my heart, I could not sense the name It tore me from my sheltered hearth, and swift to nature came The beauty of the soft green hills, the singing of the trees They left my soul more empty still, I could not find a peace, I could not find a peace... I saw the shining Fairy Ring myself within it's Heart And I found a lonely comfort, Though its magic touched me not..... Its magic touched me not..... I wandered by a running stream, and touched its stones for strength Then I settled 'neath a great oak tree, and drifted into sleep It lifted me with gentle boughs, and took me far away When I awoke, the darkest night had chased away the day I lay within the Fairy Ring myself within it's Heart And I found a lonely comfort, yet The magic touched me not..... The magic touched me not..... My mind a whirl of clouded dreams, I knew not where I dwelt Yet in that shining Fairy Ring, a calming warmth I felt Oh thrice I called unto the Fey, and thrice about was turned I fell upon the living earth, and in that moment learned For there that night I felt a touch, and in that moment knew The Fairy magic had revealed my hearts desire true.... For in that touch I felt such love, and in that moment knew that I did touch a perfect love my hearts desire true ...my hearts desire true I lay within the Fairy Ring Myself within it's Heart And I found a lonely comfort, yet The love that I had sought My words and wants are stilled within My heart has filled so much I oft return to the magic ring To feel the fairy touch Oh now when ere the moon is full I bid my cares depart And kneel within the shining ring To touch the fairies heart To touch the fairies heart To touch the fairies heart'
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