I am a work in progress…still refining and purifying my own nature, like the ancient alchemists whose goal was to take bare materials and turn them into gold. (That would make my name Rumpelstilskin!!) My self-transformation has involved taking what is crude or disordered in me and refining it. I have this impulse to perfect, to create order, and to focus on the flaws in order to improve and correct and that is “gue buanget.” When I project it out into the world, it often manifests as extreme “Princess and the Pea” Syndrome. Giggles…I can be the critic, the razor-sharp analyst, the master craftsperson with a reputation for the greatest finesse and polish. I quietly (huh? really?) observe, dissect, and measure everything against my own inner standards of perfection. (Sooo Virgo!!!) Everything must be examined and judged, the acceptable parts ingested and the unacceptable rejected. Rarely do I swallow anything whole. This is true on many levels. Ambiguity, multiplicity, chaos or disarray of any kind vexes me!!! According to those who are closest to me, I can be very critical and demanding of others, in a nagging, petty way. So what, gituloh!!!