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My name is Jan,joined last year, and although have “not” been a active member, I never stopped thinking about how much Affirmations can improve one’s over all well being!

I like that the site/ forum promotes memebrs/friends that no matter what happens on this journey we all have, that there is always a way to turn that around to a “positive” it is all up to you really is what I got from the article, and many, many books on the Power of thinking, by : Louise Hay whom I highly recommend her readings! Her books at Amazon are incredibly cheap:)

They are your thoughts and you can change them at any given time, but yes, once use to the Negative thought process it is a fight, which I intend to win, to change that Habitual miserable habit.

I think for me practiicng my Affirmations has made me become more self aware of my surrounding, and my gifts I have and we all pocess, I am starting to love me, for me!!

I JUST want to say as stated many times when I first join here that Lee, u are such a blessing to all here and offer so much for little cost, I have spread the word, and am upgrading my site to a “in a more Professional mannerism” ! Goodness it takes a lot fo work! But it is vert gratifying for me. To know by what I created or even just replying back to someones struggles lifts me so much, and it does as researched tend to take the “Focus” off of one’s self and after you reach out and the friend end up benefiting for your mechanisms you use for coping that friend is as fried for life!!

I have lost much in this last year 2011’ and I do not intend to make the same mistakes again!! Atleast,I sure do hope not?? I basically, long story short told u all about my Mental Health and Wellness support group @ www.bipolar4lifesupport.com. Provided SSA memberships free of charge for a life time.

I most deifnite chose a wrong gentlemen as a right hand helper! I do not, and am never going to be one to Gossip but this gentelmen and 1 woman proceeded after stealing my members,Anxiety Chart, and more in which I told my friends whom were very upset just to keep still and quiet it shall pass.

Guess what it has not, maybe it never will pass either, one the “woman” called me and was very, very apologetic, she straight out told me I am so sorry honey for literally “Bashing” u in public spreading lies and ruining your Group.

So I have left this Chapter of the 2011’ year behind me and chose to take the higher road, had to convince my friends, the loyal one’s whom did not play along with this petty High School Drama that the one and only thing I have left of my Father is this ” you must forgive by all means no matter what or who has wronged you, without forgiveness it will only leave you hurting”! It took a while to have my lovely well appreciated friends to understand,but through the older postings through many of your here, they finally understood through the power of Affirmations! I do Thank you so much for the little time I spent I had learned much:)

With any form of Mental health diagnosis we are highly sensitive individuals, so it was not just I that got hurt by all the pettiness, but the group, and selected members/friends as well. I think that is what hurt most, that all the work I did was just crushed within such a short time period of my 7 years of Research, and most importantly of the trust I earned to these selected individuals! Ruined of my promise to the Group as a whole providing a safe haven, and that of no clicks and flaming being tolerated!

Well to those whom have read this long I am very “GRATEFUL” all and any feedback is more than Welcome to this devistating issue that occured.

PS / I thoguht to myself, Jan is a common Name on the internet as many others, so duh Jan, it has nothing to do with me, “my name” per say that has and still is being bashed but the name of my Support Group, end of story.

I have not had in the past 6-8 months any new registers, absolutle “graveyard” I do not know how to overcome this, or how this, happened, or what was said, and why the friends of mine just left, and not even a reason as to why, and the most hurtful the fllat out attempt of me trying to contact, and provide a sincere apology to those, in which I don’t even know what for, have simply to them I guess, no reply to me what so ever, just ignored every single attempt for me to reach them, now I know what the therapy action and such to be and thinnk, and take is they were not friends at all if they believed something through a Grape vine so to speak, but ti sure does not take away the hurtful feelings and being left with “no closure”

I thank all of U whom have made it thorugh this, on a good note though I have returned to practicing my Faith, and joining in on my church activities, and my Volunteering when possible to NAMI, but what is left inside of me is not good, I have that “BiG WaLL” up once again and am finding it very hard to trust, I overcame that about 10 years ago and how quickly it returned really suprised me. I am over this Please don’t think i am still hurting but of course when I go into my Control Panel on my Group and it has no validations to review abd approve it does hit me, so it is still some what of a grieving process my therapist said. OK thank u once again Jan

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2012-08-20

Thanks for adding me as a friend…again(: The best to you!

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