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Location:www.bipolar4lifesupport.com
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Hello my name is Jan, and I have not been here for a looong time. I have had a very rough last 2 months of 2011’ and as well to start 2012’. My son Rogi is his nick name got in the wrong click of friends, pretty scary but now we are all here back on track, at least they are, me I lost a lot, and the shock of my son’s wrong doings triggered my Anxiety disorder so I am pretty medicated and pretty much scared of all things, but I am doing better thankfully or was!

I just recently lost my baby pug as well on 6/10/2012’

I am hoping with the positive affirmations along with the Meditation I will get better some day, I just think I will never get a break anymore but they say u only get in life “what ya put in”

I am a Aries and have horns and “refuse” to go down without a fight!!!!

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1474 posts
2011-07-14

My welcome to you..I sent in an email(:

I welcome you here too(:

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1474 posts
2011-07-15

I sent you the following links in an email to assist you in deleting and editing. You had inquired about it, but I wasn’t sure you saw where I had posted it. “this link to help you edit”:http://bmindful.com/forum/thread/351/practice-page-for-linking-and-editing-music-#post3549

“this one to help you delete”:http://bmindful.com/forum/thread/351/practice-page-for-linking-and-editing-music-#post3550

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coachhouse
102 posts
2011-07-22

hello.. I READ IN INTRO ABOUT YOUR SON… i BELIEVE HE IS A PERFECT PIECE OF gOD’S CREATION…. he is a great gift to the world…. peace and hope… Kathy

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janymak
8 posts
2011-08-03

In response to coachhouse’s comment:

Hi ((((((((((((((kathy))))))))))))) i have been so busy just wanted to tell u i appreciated your support and positivty about my lifes siuation and all we as a family are going through right now. Sorry the intro was so long but as u can see or will see when i get time to post i run on and on LOL

anyways i am in hopes that we can become friends. I am going to go read your profile and see if i can find your introsuctio, still unsire how to do what and such with this site/group. I am excited i am redoing a few things to my group and it is suppose to be done today i am still having faith and praying but it doesnt look like it will be done

anyways God Bless sis jan Hope u have a good rest of your day and night:)

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1474 posts
2011-08-18

Thanks for sharing your story on your profile. You sound like a lovely lady; honest, directed and compassionate. I hope you receive the tools and friendship which assist greatly with your journey. And…thank you for the kind things you said on my page. Many blessings, RRFS

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1474 posts
2011-08-19

…..wanted to add you’ve done a remarkable job on your website! I just checked it out. Wow..the love, dedication and focus that went into that! How long did it take to create such an wonderful project? I’m sure many people benefit from your awesome effort. Sending much love, Laurie

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coachhouse
102 posts
2011-12-12

Hi Janymak… thanks for the great heads up…. I often miss things people have written to me…. I would love to be friends… r u on face book? I seem to spend a lot of time on that site…. look for Kathy Watson… right now my profile pic is of mickey and minnie mouse… Joy to you and yours… Kathy

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janymak
8 posts
2011-12-13

TOTALLY WAY L0000NG, read at your own RISK, hehe LOL no seriously long, sorry about that, just was happy 2 hear from ya, i remembered u quickly from u repying to me once when I first joined about my “”Son”” will cut back next time, do not sit & read all u might go blind ???? Hope u read it all no pressure just eventually are able to get through it, okey dokey:)

Oh My gOOdness ((((Kathy)))) What a nice suprise, thanks a heap = D I haven’t been very active on the puter as of late, I really do wish that I had more time 4 myself & also 2 meet others, & share affirm.. and or stories of accomplishments, ETC….

I own a support group, i think I told ya 4 Bipolar & or any multiple mental Health issues of Wellness, and such, BUT a tragic thing happened 2 me!! I do not know how 2 even begin, all I can say is from what the selected few friend’s & members I have left at my group, have told me I did nothing wrong to cause all of this stuff that happned. The point is that just 1 day about 4-6 members/ best friends 4 like 4 years atleast and 1 of them 2 years just upped and left like a Domino effect, & then I started getting IM yahoo, about how I use and do horrific things to them, oh yea, and, I, which I couldn’t even believe I heard this, I use them as servants, see 1 of them was a “admin…” on my group, had access to every control as me!

I was even gonna make him partner, of my group, thank goodness I didn’t that would hve been a big mess,I trusted him, and the other 1 was a MOderator, so u see MY “”point”” since they did do some things to contribute yes to my group, but in the same resepct i always always told all them how much I appreciated them, & then I thought when i use to Avocate 4 NAMI, and on-line 4 MHA i did it for the Gratification of just helping someone, u know , like i felt wow i have this illness too, but they must have it worse, look at how they struggle, and then i staretd the group, I felt blessed and such that I would have good days, so I just wanted to share some of that goodness, if i could , anyways i thought that is why they were there too, i guess not?but no they kept saying both of them 4 me to get off of my high horse that really threw me 4 a loop.they almost did make me feel liike a really mean awful person, thankfully for a few friends & members kept telling me like a broken record jan u have not changed u are good , etc.I am sure u understand, but yea why would I let them get to me like that??? that puzzled me….

Unfortunate and really out of my character I HAVE let them get to me, I havent even been to my group that I have been running every day 4 almost a month, I would say within that month I have been there maybe 5 times, and posted a topic about 10 times, I have like out of almost 300 people ummmmmmmmmmm yea if that 4 posting active friends….

So sorry to blow that out on ya, BUT i do rememebr u very,very,very well, U really stuck in me, U are so kind and all the things u said about my son and such really touched me, I could tell how kind u are, and not sympathetic but just very good with understanding others feelings & such:)

I am lookin 4-ward 2 contacting u if u do not mind? I promise I should get through this, actually I have “”let it go”” but there is one area of it that is a TAD on my mind I would say like every other week or so, & the trigger of it all the last couple days anyways was I went against my husband Michael and i know he is right this time, & contacted my BF ADMIN… @ group the other night, I am so silly at times, I just dont get obbsessed but i do get to know certain people & yea I like 2 support, & or help if I can, so anyways I guess I just have a little more toruble than others basically like them being able to just “”drop me”” as if I never ever excisted!!!

MY GOODNESS I am just about to delete all of this, I surely “would” totally understadn if U totally were like DANg i should never of gotten back to her, lOl girly I will send u a message tomorrow i will be much better not so sad minded at this time, just a little shock I was totally fine i am so silly sometimes, i just hate to let go of a 4 year of anything, it seems to just be wasted and i hate wasting things especially friends, I D K all is good though, just better not call him again, and then i will weird as it sounds Feel bad that i am not calling him cause he might be waiting 4 me 2 since i did it first okey dokey

LOL&hugs dudette Jani

Please dont be upset, I am totally open minded and have come so far, i just havent had the time to do much and been so busy and with the holidays boom ya know the deal, I am sure u are pretty busy too, and yea u were sooooo RIGHT about my son, he achieving all that i knew and even more so than i knew, make sense I knew he had it in him, just hope he keeps it up he has a kinda really sweet friend & they are so tight, but yup there is a BUT, oh my he does do some illegal stuff if ya know what i mean, and yea andrew still thank goodness tells me about his day’s and night’s when he gets home, I am thankful, and feel so Blessed that we are still close, anyways this kid his name is Chris, I love him, but it is time, i let go, & make SURE I do not feel bad for what he has been through cause more important is my son, and he is already struggling but totally getting by, anyways point is this change in andrew has occured so fast,that even couselor and teachers say a miracle, but it is ever since “chris” his BF got Expelled from their school, so yea, now i Know for sure it was a definite bad influence they are 4 each other!

Holy Kowasaki, Please do not sit there and read this @ once it will probably give ya a bloody headache hehe:)or your eyes will most definite be done for the night , hopefully NOT? I just noticed it is a novel, OK let ya go!! lol&h and have a peaceful night= ) hopefully tts and yea please add me as a friend, i thought we already were?

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sada bahaar
40 posts
2012-05-12

Hii janymak, Your affirmations are awesome :)

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Philip
24 posts
2012-05-31

John:8:32: And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. Jesus Christ made the statement to those who will want to believe him. I hope that answers your quest. Thank you. I am Philip.

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serenity lake's
16 posts
2012-06-29

I,ve noticed that or I,ve felt that,people tend to misconstrue or process things out of context,on this site,not unlike the world in general.I mean if people had a nickle for every unsubstantiated presumption, they,d be rich.A few things I,ve learned recently,worst than breaking one of the ten commandments,never say anything negative or something that may discolor the pink cloud.And if your gonna try to be humourous,about anything make sure you elabarate as much as possible so people grasp what I,m saying in the right context. All of this is not a reflection of you personally,this is just my sounding board. So peace.Even though I don,t need fixing,I think your website is cool,alright that,s enough rambling out of me.

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Abraham
22 posts
2012-06-29

in response to ezdoesit.the first three lines you have written come over as quite negative and judgemental.i admire anyone who takes the time to post on this site it doesnt matter if some cant process there words and ideas very well.i say well done for getting involved.

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serenity lake's
16 posts
2012-06-30

The word is OBSERVATIONAL not negative or judgemental.Just my SUBJECTIVE EXPERIENCE,that perhaps someone else can relate to.I can,t drive my car and your car at the same time.But thanks for trying to enlighten me.

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serenity lake's
16 posts
2012-07-01

UPON FURTHER REVIEW,I SORT OF AGREE THAT THE COMMENT I MADE ABOUT PEOPLE TAKING THINGS OUT OF CONTEXT,WAS HARSH,AND WAS PROBABLY SOME DISPLACED ANGER OF SOME SORT…OH WELL BEING A HUMAN,I DO MAKE ERRORS EVERY SO OFTEN,I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAY.

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