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Hi……….I am new to this wonderful site. My Mom passed away 6-28-09….she was my light, and loved me like only a Mother could. She knew me……she was adorable,…. my love is always with her….I loved her alot and took care of her for 6 years until her death. ….I am OK but need to keep myself , my spirit up ….. love and be loved…..and grieve her death…………I am having a problem with a neighbor around the same time as my Mom died..This neighbor sends so much rejecting negative energy towards me it makes me toxic……..this neighbor needs prayer,…. she is mean spirited, very conceited and vain, a gorgeous woman who never says “hello”, and walks like a supermodel………….the day after we Buried my Mom I put my Mom’s flowers and some of her little lawn animals , bunnies , frogs etc. on the side of my lawn 1/2 inch from this neighbors property,.. to honor my Mom…{the house I am living in is where my Mom lived and I grew up in} this woman stole all the stuff……..I was home and saw her take everything. She denied it, said I was being hysterical, I told her they are sentimental to me and I want them returned, she denied stealing , flipped her hair and went insde her home. I did call police , she denied everything………….. My Mother just died!!!! The stress has been bad……….she denies it….. She is very snobby, snotty, pompous and gorgeous, Harvard MBA…..I asked her why would she take my Moms stuff? No answer….A few days later I placed a few plants and bunnies to see if it would happen again……..sure enough this time I got outside in time to catch her….her snob remark was…..”My Lawn guys are coming over so I am moving your stuff to your driveway!” The lawn guys never came that day or any day that week………..and then she brings out a property drawing showing that she feels my Mom bunnies were less tha 1/2 inch on her grass! I said you are a sick woman……my Mom just died. What is wrong with you? She told me we would have to ripp up our driveway which has been there for 50 years to allow her to have more property……….she flipped her hair and went inside. I am beside myself ,I have talked to lawyer and surveyor this woman is a mean person, and we are on our property…..she always just stares at me and freaks me out…I am going nuts with bad thoughts about her.I will not do anything vengeful or out of revenge but someone send positve thoughts to me!!!!!!!!!!!….I now am obsessed with this woman because she is so pretty and mean and got away with it!!!!……I am loosing it. I do not know why looks are in the way but she is Gorgeous , lets me know it and never has said a kind “hello” to me and stole my Moms Stuff!!!!!!!!!!!What do you do with a beautiful woman who is a thief and you want peace and are jealous of her pretty looks..I am nuts… My thoughts ,..my obsessions are irrational and I know it. I am grieving my Mom so I am emotional… , I am jealous of her looks but i Do not want to be with her. I am loosing it and I am not Gay…..I am trying to grieve my Mom and this woman walks around the neighborhood like she is a princess to all and will not be friendly or nice to anyone….HELP……….I send good thoughts to her and wish there was peace in my mind for this situatuon…..I am trying to grieve…. and this woman is ruthless…………I do not want her, she is tempting and very seductive in her walk and told me all the neighbors are threatened by her , because of her looks and Harvard education and that she can’t go out with men because she is too pretty and men are intimidated by her education and her looks……How does one respond to that?? …..How do I change my thought patterns???????????????????/ To love, forgivness, tolerance, let this go…..Thankyou and Good Thoughts and Blessings your Way…HoneyBump

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